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Thursday, 19 January 2006

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    MTV Unplugged No. 2.0
    By Lauryn Hill
    This Cd is deeper than deepest ocean. Im so fareal. Lauryn has been through the storms and she know and understands that without the favor of God in your life, the very breath you breath seems meaningless. And you know when he is in your life because the very way the sun hits pavement can cause joy
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    I find it interesting that my life has truly been the same cycle for the past ten years. That cycle has been answering the call of God and then feeling that I cant live up to the task at hand and then going into the world and  painfully missing God.  So for the past year I have been in the world drinking, smoking  ( cigs and weed). Yes, I admit that I went pretty far to the left. What makes it so bad is that everything was in excess. I have stories that may not seem all that big of a deal to those who enjoy the drunken nights when you cant remember how you got home and the foggy memories of being so high you couldn't remember how you got to your sixth blunt. Yeah it was pretty bad for a minute. There was a point when I smoked like everyday for two weeks, and i wasn't smokin some okie doke weed, i was smoking the good sh*t. Newayz thats not of importance anymore. I just cat believe that I allowed my life to spiral out of control. I truly thank God for calling me just one more time, and this time its different. Its not up to me to make myself right, He will do it for me. I am truly a child of God and my life doesn't make sense if I dont feel that I am constantly emersed in the goodness of the most high. God truly has brought me to my knees and my heart is overjoyed by him releasing  me from myself. So thats my testimony. Maybe im not pregnant and have AIDS, or went to jail for all the stupid sh*t that I did but trust and believe on the inside I was in a war zone, almost to the point were  it was border line self destruction. So all praises to the most high.

    ***Be good, Be right, and remember that in life do all things decent and in order***

     

Friday, 04 November 2005

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    Flo' Ology
    By Floetry
    super star is the shit....if you dont know you better ask somebody
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    Well its been a month or two..and I'm truly learning some things. I tend to say the same things over and over when it comes to challenges and things I want to change. I will talk about them with such emotions as if it were the first time that I even uttered the words. So I'm going to try to put some actions to those words..I really don't even like saying that. Im on a search to find out what it means to be whole..seems like everybody else's life is going on like it should be..so I'm wondering are they whole..cuz I know I'm not. But that's a work in progress. Nothing fareal new to talk about.

    still loving myself..and trying to figure out what that truly means

    I'm out

Monday, 10 October 2005

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    In This Life Together
    By Kindred the Family Soul
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     Life is ridiculously funny...another day..another dollar made..and people..including myself cant see the forest for the trees.

    We will  knowingly deal and engage people who have no good intentions toward us..and have the nerve to get mad when they rack us royaly over the coals..lol...ehhh..guess thats life

    still loving myself....and im out

Wednesday, 07 September 2005

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    Late Registration
    By Kanye West
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    Ok i just now saw that actual footage of Kanye West saying Bush doesnt care about Black People. I havent laughed so hard in my life. Ok let me get it together so i can give my insight. Kanye reminds me of TuPac. He is very much aware of the struggles in the Black community much as we all should..no matter what race you are. In my opnion..do i think Bush cares about the Black community..no i dont. Im talking about HIM as a president..not as a white man. Because i believe Clinton did wonders in the Black community. Just like TuPac, Kanye is full of passion and conviction...yet in his youth he forgot that you have to make sure when you are expressing your opnion you have to make sure that it is at the right time...and the time in which he did it was wrong. I hope his career wont be phased by this becase he is a musical genious..and havent we all said or done something at times in which you realized afterward it wasnt the right time. ..judge not ye be judged. NO ONE CAN SAY KANYE WAS A FOOL..WHEN WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE

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